My Death Desire

There was a moment

I wished that I could died

The second time my death desire

But it’s already too late

In my 20^th years old, yeah it’s too late

There will be a real life after death

And I’m sure, if I die like this

Eventually, My soul will be miserable

A hundred, a thusand, a million times than I’m suffering nowadays

There is no escape except I through it

Change to be better for my present life and my future.

But why I’m not strong enough for now?

I still believe in God. Don’t I ?